Apparently it's been a year since I've started this thing and man, what a year it's been.
I'm sure people hate me because of some things I've posted, and I get that, but I don't care to be honest with you.
You've all read about me being happy, and sad, and at my complete worst, and I thank you for that, because this has been my place to get things out.
The last few months have been kind of difficult, but I'm holding on and am ready for it all to resolve itself. I just feel like everything that means something is slipping from my grasp and I don't know how to stop it.
I honestly love my boyfriend so much for all that he is, has been, and ever will be for me. I've never found anyone who can put up with me and care about me when I ugly cry all over him and I honestly would be lost without him. He's someone that I don't want to imagine leaving my life.
My four legged babies have held me together for the last three years and I don't understand how I've been so lucky. Whether it's been a mane to cry on, or a swift wake up call onto my butt, they have been there for everything and I can't wait for my baby girl to be back home next week.
This time next month I'll have crossed the stage on graduation day and I'll have an "Alberta Diploma IOU" until I finish my exams. It's really a bittersweet feeling, as high school has been a roller coaster of every emotion under the sun, part of me will miss it, but most of me won't miss the 9am classes and will be enjoying the 9 am rides.
I don't know, I guess the last year has taught me a lot about not only myself, but the world I live in. Looking back at the posts, I probably seem like a nutcase to people who don't know me, but I feel like this is a really accurate representation of what makes me me and why I am the way I am.
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